Archive for July, 2005

ntahler..

Wednesday, July 27th, 2005

erm..aku tak tau apa yg aku rasa ari ni.. cam blurr sepanjang ari n tak boleh fokus kat keje aku..something happened to me n i hate it so much.. it keeps torturing me since last 5 months.. oh god..how can i overcome it. please help me n guide me.. i need strength..i’m so weak today.. e’though tun dr.mahathir came to karangkraf today n i was responsible for da sourvenir, cake n served him n tun dr.hasmah..i just did’nt feel excited.. biasa jek.. murung ada lah.. eish..apa la aku ni.. i pray to God to gimme the strength to face new day everyday and help me to forget things that had happened to me.. ;(

ntahler..

Wednesday, July 27th, 2005

erm..aku tak tau apa yg aku rasa ari ni.. cam blurr sepanjang ari n tak boleh fokus kat keje aku..something happened to me n i hate it so much.. it keeps torturing me since last 5 months.. oh god..how can i overcome it. please help me n guide me.. i need strength..i’m so weak today.. e’though tun dr.mahathir came to karangkraf today n i was responsible for da sourvenir, cake n served him n tun dr.hasmah..i just did’nt feel excited.. biasa jek.. murung ada lah.. eish..apa la aku ni.. i pray to God to gimme the strength to face new day everyday and help me to forget things that had happened to me.. ;(

hepinyer………

Sunday, July 17th, 2005

ha…nak tau kenapa aku happy sesgt..firstly sbb this weekend dapat jumpa kenkawan time birthday party umah irna.. mak ai..mcm org kenduri kawin lak time tuh..so irna..cepat2 la ek..benda baik jgn lambat2.. hahahah!!! n malam tadi aku jumpa my best fren ever since i was in primary school lagik.. VALINEY!!!!!!!!!! bayangkanlah..dah 11 tahun tak jumpa..dapat jumpa malam tadi mmg seronok sgt.. kiterorg gelak2..tp mmg tak puas la coz there’s a lot of things to catch up.. she is pretty lady now..so sweet.. i like her hair.. mmg hitam berkilat n panjang gilerr.. dah le lurus kan…oopsss..korang jangan ingat aku ni lain lak k.. i’m still straight..tak salah kan kalo memuji ciptaan-Nya.. mmg aku berharap sangat aku lak dapat gi Sarawak n meet her there.. tu la..ari ni..dier dah nak balik Sarawak..sedey sgt.. kalo lama sket bleh jmpa lagi.. i really miss her and she’s so special to me.. she’s the only one who knows everything about me.. n she’s the only one i can trust almost 100%.. dier la kawan sejati aku.. mule2 nak jumpa tuh mmg nervous gilerrr.. hehehe.. cam nak jumpa bf lak.. i really hope this friendship will remain forever.. eternity gitu kan.. hahaha… k la.. dah nak start keje ni.. chow!!!!!!!!!

yeah…

Thursday, July 14th, 2005

ha..kali ni sounds happy kan..mana taknyer baby aku ‘2525′ dah keluar ICU n dah jadi princess on da road back..hahahaha!!!!! kelassss gitu kan.. so aku happy sesgt.. erm..nak cakap pasal apa ek.. keje..biasa jek..2-3 ari ni lunyai sket la badan ni kan.. nak2 dah nak dekat merdeka ni tp alhamdulillah sekarang dah banyak belajar.. hem..lately ni aku banyak discuss bout things ngan mentor aku.. antaranya as usual la…da same question i’ve been heard and faced this past a year.. bout relationship.. kekdg tuh dah naik bosan gak biler org asek dok tanya da same question..tp biler tak nak pikir.. sampai biler lak kan.. e’though i’m still young, i need to start thinking about it from now.. mungkin reason yg menyebabkan aku still single is i dun want to feel hurt anymore.. cam dah serik la gitu kan.. so skarang ni aku prefer kawan n remain dat way.. setakat flirt sket2 tuh ada la.. n kalo dulu aku susah nak trust people..skarang ni lagik susah.. aku sti ada rasa doubt kat sumer org.. i juz cannot help it.. hehehe..eh, tak best la plak citer ni..tukar citer lak.. skarang ni best fren aku yg from sarawak ada kt kl.. can’t wait to meet her.. i miss her so much.. n lots of things to catch up.. hopefully, ada chance la nak jumpa coz i’m quite busy this week.. mcm mane pon i’ll try my best to meet her..da last time jumpa time darjah 6 la.. hehehehe… time budak2 kan.. skarang ni macam mana la dier ek.. sti makin cantik kan.. bakal nurse lagik.. erm..last 2 weeks i was in dilemma.. interface offered me as a junior copywriter.. da offer sounds interesting to me.. but unfortunately i can’t accept it.. kalo free lance dah lama aku sambar.. ni nak full time.. e’though it is an international agency n i’m going to exposed to lots of new things..i rather not to accept it..this is bcoz i’ll feel irresponsible if i just ‘blah’ like dat from my company now.. furthermore, i started enjoying myself wif my job specs and da environment ere.. da collegues are so friendly and helpful.. especially my mentor.. hehehe.. n i prefer to be in marketing line rather than being as a copywriter where u juz stay in da office.. wuteva it is..i would like to say thank you so much to kak ina for offering me da job.. dier banyak kali call aku n siap tolong negotiate kat boss about da salary sampai aku rasa susah nak tolak. aku harap kak ina tak kecik ati sbb tolak offer dier.. insyaAllah kak ina, ada rezeki kiter dapat berkerjasama later… seriously kak ina..kalo offer tu for AE.. insyaAllah aida terima.. nanti kiter blanja akak ek.. dan for those kawan2 aku yg dah apply kat interface tuh..best of luck.. antaranya daud n kalo tak silap ely skali kan.. dun worry..aku dah tolong adjust baikkkk punyer… sekarang terpulang la kat korang kan..jgn malukan diri sendiri n nama aku lak.. penat aku puji korang tau…kawan2 punya pasal tak de hal..kalo yg dapat tuh kawan aku sendiri..confirm aku happy gilerrr punyer… ok ler..dah tak tahu nak ngarut apa lagik.. da…

huhuhuuuhu..

Thursday, July 7th, 2005

aiyo..title guek jek dah nampak citer ni tak best.. aku punyer hangin satu badan ari ni.. LONDON yang kena bom.. komuter kat malaysia lak yg ada technical problem..terus aku lambat masuk ofis.. bayangkan la aku tunggu dlm kul 7.50-8am..komuter sampai kul 8.50am.. terang2 aku dah lambat gi ofis kan.. tak best la coz aku baru start keje kan.. terus merah aku nyer attendance.. huhuhuhuhu… dah le ari ni kawan2 kat dept aku ramai yg takde. dierorg gi tioman. ada anniversary libur.. bosan sket la kan.. tp nasib baik aku ada job nak buat. so tak rasa sgt la.. hehehe.. alhamdulillah..dah slowly understand my job specs.. n i started enjoying da environment here.. uish..biler la agaknyer ‘baby 2525′ aku nak baik kan.. tak keluar2 icu lagik ni.. :(