ME, MySeLF n I…

pergh…1st time aku tgk banjir yg kire teruk gak ngan mata aku sendiri.. semalam, 26/2/06.. shah alam banjir teruk.. aku lak mmg tak tahu yg shah alam banjir was on my way to ampang.. ada futsal tournament. so biler lalu kat federal, jammed gilerrrssss… ingatkan accident. biler dah sampai kat depan, masyaAllah.. air sampai tutup highway.. terpaksa la wat u-turn kan.. so ikut la hicom nak ke kesas highway.. and again, jammed gilerr.. and air pon naik kat situ. kalo mane2 keta yg besar, bleh la lalu lagik.. aku ni terpaksa la wat u-turn lagi.. mmg mati akal sekejap la coz kalo nak ikut nkve lagi tak boleh coz area situ mmg aku dah tau air akan naik.. dpn makro pon sama.. so kawan aku suruh ikut giant tp lalu dpn stadium.. biler lalu kat acapella apartment, kesian aku tgk kat sape2 yg duk situ..abis keta dierorg.. ramai yg terpaksa buka bonet nak keringkan keta. n ada gak yg aku nampak tgh dok cedok air dr dlm keta.. hish..hish.. hish.. penyudahnya.. after almost 1 1/2 hour baru dpt kuat dr shah alam ni. penat gilerr.. tp biler aku nak ke ampang via jln sultan ismail, jln tu plak tutup..terpaksa la plak aku pusing dpn sogo n masuk pudu nak ke bulatan kg.pandan.. huhuhuhu… wut a day la yesterday!! mmg penat gilerrrr.. last2 after 2hrs baru aku sampai ampang. ntah2 2hrs ++ kot.. terus menggigil kaki aku. tp nasib baik tournament smalam kiterorg menang. yea!!!! jadik johan.. suka aku.. but i hate myself.. i dun really perform actually. lately ni skill aku cam dah ilang. i’m not saying that i’m too gud but dulu bleh la jugak kan.. tp skang ni cam dah hancur jek.. kekadang tuh kesian gak kat teammate aku yg main bagai nak gilerr tp aku ni cam main2 jek..i’m trying my best tp most of the time tu aku cam tak de mood plak.. ntah la. tp aku harap lepas ni aku bleh main ngan baik.. insyaAllah.. i dun want to let down my team.. cheerss…

AIDA, your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you’re ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don’t wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn’t in what you’re doing, you won’t be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That’s why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you’re feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it’s great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

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heylo guys..today is 7th day i’m with ltdl 2006. and now i’m at awana, genting highland..gosh!!! it’s damn cold ere.. dah le baru baik demam.. karang ada yg demam balik ni.. n i’m starving k.. but wut to do.. hv to duty ma…

yesterday..i got a chance to drive to cameron highland from tapah.. it was cool dude.. n i love driving all da way up to cameron..layan seh.. but then..i’m so annoyed when somebody dun trust my driving ability.. sikit2 nak bising suruh slow la.. bawak elok2 la.. siap nak ajar how to overtake la.. sedangkan dier sendiri bawak tak betul la.. n thank God my HOD trust me more than that fella. n today aku drive lagi naik genting lak.. n same thing happened.. n i got stressed k.. pe lagi..slumber jek aku sound kan.. lantak la if ppl wanna say that i can’t take critics or wut.. ckp sekali dua..i dun mind…but if he say it more than 3 times..of course i got pissed off k.. it’s not my first time driving.. in fact i love driving soooo much.. so please… stop it la..

working in secretariat smtimes can gimme headache…n i actually wanna tell all of u.. some m’sian are just SUCKS!!! all da mat saleh pon reti nak sabar..tp org yg makan belacan ni nak berlagak la plak kan.. this fella were shouting staright to my face 4 his guys’s accreditation card in front of others.. the thing is my list is not updated coz they keep on changing da names. n i hv to report to my HOD 1st b4 i printing out for them bcoz we can’t simply give da card.. who fault now if they got it late..??? n tiba2 terus nak marah2 n said i hv to receive instruction from him n not anyone else… a big HELLOOOOO!!!!!!! u r not my boss k.. y should i listen to u.. so saja la kan mamat tu carik pasal wiv me.. apa lagi..aku terus la sound dier balik.. straight to his face.. n i said.. " the list is not updated bcoz da names keep on changing. i only receive instruction from mr.x n ms.y.. i cn’t simply give u da card bcoz i work with the procedures. so if u wanna pissed off bcoz of this, I’M SORRY k.. " terus terdiam aku sound depan sume org balik.. dun u ever think i’m younger than u, i dun hv da courage to say so k.. hahahaha.. padan muka mamat tuh.. after that, pandai lak nak cakap elok2 kan.. terus panggil aku sis.. n i’m so glad to do that coz this type of ppl need to teach how to respect ppl.. n ada this 1 mat saleh.. came to me n said that he likes da way i ’sound’ him.. ;p … yeeehaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

k la..aku dah kebuloq ni.. nak pi makan la.. nway..i’m enjoying myself ere n really want to forget all my probs 4 a while.. peace..!!

alos!! it’s quite some time i didn’t update my blog.. lots of things happened recently n i juz dunno how to start it.. n i think this time i juz wanna let it go..sempena awal muharam ni..i really want to forget everything that make me sad n frustrated.. dah malas nak pikir.. skarang ni apa nak jadi..jadi la.. it’s life.. smtime when we r too gud, ppl will take advantage on us.. n if we r bit cruel, ppl tend to assume that we r bad..so..wut to do..??? do nothing la kan.. wat sakit otak jek kalo kiter punyer la nak jaga ati org..tp ati kite sendiri sakit kan.. n aku pon tak mo nak sedey lama2.. let bygone be bygone.. i just want to start anew of me..i want to cheer up my life.. n to U.. (u know who u are..) i wish u happy always.. i’m sorry to say this..u r not my bestfriend yet..so stop calling or addessing urself as my bestfriend.. bestfriend must be someone special n precious to me.. if u really wanna be my bestfriend..u know wut to do.. i’ve told u many times n until now u failed to prove it to me. yes..i admit i’m comfortable talking to u n i enjoy it. but i realize it doesn’t last long. in the end..i’ll hurt anyway.. so..is that da sign of b’fren..??? i dun think so..

u keep on humiliating me..maybe u dun realised it but i do feel da pain..maybe i’m just too emotional but no matter wut..u dun hv da right to hurt me. i’m rough but i do respect u. n u..??? maybe i was too soft b4 this..i just listened to wuteva u said..n i followed..but i’m sorry dude..after this no more.. i won’t let u or anybody step on me again.. n if ppl wanna say dat i’m too ignorant or arrogant..let them be.. as long as my closest ppl know da true ME..

da memories between us will remain..thank u so much for da sweetest n bitterness memories that we shared together.. thank u 4 building up back my trust towards guys..n thank u also for ruining it..