da NEW ME..!!!
alos!! it’s quite some time i didn’t update my blog.. lots of things happened recently n i juz dunno how to start it.. n i think this time i juz wanna let it go..sempena awal muharam ni..i really want to forget everything that make me sad n frustrated.. dah malas nak pikir.. skarang ni apa nak jadi..jadi la.. it’s life.. smtime when we r too gud, ppl will take advantage on us.. n if we r bit cruel, ppl tend to assume that we r bad..so..wut to do..??? do nothing la kan.. wat sakit otak jek kalo kiter punyer la nak jaga ati org..tp ati kite sendiri sakit kan.. n aku pon tak mo nak sedey lama2.. let bygone be bygone.. i just want to start anew of me..i want to cheer up my life.. n to U.. (u know who u are..) i wish u happy always.. i’m sorry to say this..u r not my bestfriend yet..so stop calling or addessing urself as my bestfriend.. bestfriend must be someone special n precious to me.. if u really wanna be my bestfriend..u know wut to do.. i’ve told u many times n until now u failed to prove it to me. yes..i admit i’m comfortable talking to u n i enjoy it. but i realize it doesn’t last long. in the end..i’ll hurt anyway.. so..is that da sign of b’fren..??? i dun think so..
u keep on humiliating me..maybe u dun realised it but i do feel da pain..maybe i’m just too emotional but no matter wut..u dun hv da right to hurt me. i’m rough but i do respect u. n u..??? maybe i was too soft b4 this..i just listened to wuteva u said..n i followed..but i’m sorry dude..after this no more.. i won’t let u or anybody step on me again.. n if ppl wanna say dat i’m too ignorant or arrogant..let them be.. as long as my closest ppl know da true ME..
da memories between us will remain..thank u so much for da sweetest n bitterness memories that we shared together.. thank u 4 building up back my trust towards guys..n thank u also for ruining it..
February 2nd, 2006 at 9:47 pm
yelaaa… yg jahat2 sme laki.. huh~
February 3rd, 2006 at 12:19 am
some suggestion…
listen to BAHIA FUNK by Lee Ritneour,
CANTALOUPE ISLAND by Herbie Hancock,
SINGING IN THE RAIN,ALL AT SEA,HIGH OR DRY by Jamie Cullum…
hmmm…but i think the best song ever that encourage me everytime i step forward is …NEXT YEAR by JAMIE CULLUM…nyway just suggestions….
February 3rd, 2006 at 12:25 am
Next Year by Jamie Cullum
Next Year,
Things are gonna change,
Gonna drink less beer
And start all over again
Gonna pull up my socks
Gonna clean my shower
Not gonna live by the clock
But get up at a decent hour
Gonna read more books
Gonna keep up with the news
Gonna learn how to cook
And spend less money on shoes
Pay my bills on time
File my mail away, everyday
Only drink the finest wine
And call my Gran every Sunday
Resolutions
Well Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no
But if there’s one thing, I must do,
Despite my greatest fears
I’m gonna say to you
How I’ve felt all of these years
Next Year, Next Year, Next Year
I gonna tell you, how I feel
Well, resolutions
Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no
But if there’s one thing, I must do,
Despite my greatest fears
I’m gonna say to you
How I’ve felt all of these years
Next Year, Next Year, Next Year
March 5th, 2006 at 10:12 am
thanx for da suggestion… nice song.. so YOU..