ME, MySeLF n I…

"this is me.." i’ve been mistaken because of this.. somebody once said to me that i have to be flexible n try to blend my attitude wiv others..so that we will fit in together.. QUESTION… people change takes times.. we won’t change in a minute.. we won’t change in a week..we won’t change in a month.. we won’t change even in a year.. it is the process of life.. it gonna takes longggg time.. adaptation needs mutual understanding. it involves give n take process..the way we have been brought up also makes us, us today..each of us has our own unique attitude because each of us is SPECIAL.. imagine if all of us more or less is similar.. this whole world gonna be BORINGGGG… no pros n cons.. no argument makes us not to think of anything.. that is y i like to argue.. it can stimulate my thinking n makes me fast thinker n a good debater. of course i am such a loser at the beginning.. but i am 100% sure experience makes me mature to think of something from different perspectives.. but again i would like to emphasize here.. it takes time to become a matured adult.. however, age is not a symbol of maturation.

i believe all of us can accept critics from others.. but how are we going to accept it and deal with it is up to us.. sometimes if we question back on certain things, it is not because we can’t accept it.. but all of us has our own way to deal with it.. again.. we are DIFFERENT… as long as we dun humiliate people..we dun cursed people..we dun makes other’s lives difficult..happy or not is depend on how we carry ourselves.. if u want to be happy.. u’ll be happy.. and vice versa..

human being can’t see their own fault.. we need other people to tell what is our fault.. so..my opinion; there is no such thing of ‘faham2 sendiri’.. maybe to certain people.. it is ok! but not to me.. again.. I’M DIFFERENT!!! if u r not happy wiv me.. it is your problem.. not my problem.. i had tried my very best to blend wiv all of my friends.. to me.. i dun have any prob to fit in with them.. but whomever have a problem to fit in wiv me.. i guessed u just need to study me more..

i’m ok if some of u might say that i’m not important to them.. because i’m realistic. in life.. we won’t regards all people as someone important in our life. my way.. i categorized them in few groups.. some of u might only my collegues.. some of u might only my clients.. some of u might only my friends.. some of u is my best friend..some of u is someone that i really love and treasure..n some of u is someone very important n everything in my life..

but i know and i am all aware.. we can’t escape from feel humiliated.. frustrated.. depressed.. and bla..bla..bla.. i’m a big baby who is always cries.. n u know wut.. crying is gud to release ur tension n frustration.. nothing wrong to cry.. n i dun mind if people call me ‘cengeng’.. to me.. if u have something in mind.. that u really wanna let it go.. just do it!!! how..?? up to u la.. u can cry.. u can drive.. u can eat.. u can sleep.. u can sport.. or maybe u can go to high places n screaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! better than if u try to suicide or get drunk rite..

so.. this is life.. always have ups n downs.. just get going n have faith in ourselves that something better is waiting for us in front.. wah!!! cakap cam bagus jek kan.. tp i know.. me myself sometimes can’t take certain things.. but hellooo!!! i’m still here k.. i still laughing.. n enjoying my life.. that’s matters..

maybe this time i sounds a bit arrogant.. but i just be myself.. i just be frank n honest.. i want to do something that i really wanna do.. n happy while doing it.. or saying it.. i respect people..

one of the best quote i ever keep..

"rentak tari di dunia ini pelbagai.. rentak muzik juga pelbagai.. kalau kiter mahu mengikut rentak tari yg baru dan lain dari rentak tari kita.. kita haruslah belajar asal usul rentak tari tersebut.. berlatih dan terus berlatih utk menguasai rentak tari itu.. songsangnya langkah tari kita..bukanlah salah tarian itu.. tp salah kita sendiri kerana kita yg menari..maka..teruslah belajar rentak tari itu agar tarian kita cantik, kemas dan tersusun mengikut irama lagu nan indah.."

i got it from my friend.. she told me to relate the above quote wiv our life.. rentak tari is a new person that we met..so..u figure out yourself the meaning of the whole quote..