ME, MySeLF n I…

erm..teka-teki..?? wut da hell wiv that.. life is full of mysteries.. we never know wut will happened in da future.. wut we have to do is just face it n do it.. never afraid of doing or making any decision.. n never regret of wut had happened to us..

today..i feel blurrr..but yesterday.. i felt really gud.. y can’t i feel gud all da times..?? oopppsss…then i have to book 1 dark room first.. haha!! today..i feel like i wanna crap.. tu jek.. so..layan k..

when u met someone..but u dun hv any feeling towards him/her..but at da same time u dun wanna lose him/her..wut does it mean..??? teman tp mesra ker..???

when u met someone who can makes u smile.. but u r not sure wiv ur feeling.. u r not sure whether u just like him/her as a friend or is it just a crush or is it real..?? wut does it mean..???

when u really wanna focus on ur career but sometimes somehow..ur mind got distracted because of da silly thingy.. then u get stressed.. wut will u do..???

when u just wanna be urself..but some of ur frens just can’t accept it n they tend to change to a person they wanna u to be..will u feel happy..?? i dun think so..

urghhhh!!!! life can be so difficult..and yet can be so sweet and beautiful.. but to find da beauty of life..we ought to find da beauty of ourselves first.. no matter wut people wanna make judgements towards u.. dun give a damn if they wanna badmouth about u.. dun give a s**t to ur backstabbers..as long as u know where r u standing..u know wut u doing is da best one.. and da most important thing is..ur beloved persons knows ur bad n gud qualities..ur life is gonna be complete..

dun demand to much..u won’t get e’thing.. dun lose hope..u won’t lose e’thing… keep faith in u n u gonna success.. believe in God..He always there for us..

a’kum semua.. alhamdulillah aku dah selamat mengerjakan umrah ngan family aku.. mmg terasa lain biler kiter ke sana dgn niat.. sblom ni aku pegi sorang n time tu still budak2 lagi.. so rasanyer lain sgt.. e’tho temperature sana panas sgt 39 C.. tp alhamdulillah.. aku tak sakit ke atau pape..tp kali ni jemaah ke sana teramat la ramai.. cam time haji plak.. cam rasa 1 dunia tgh cuti skolah.. mmg menguji kesabaran.. people from turki, pakistan n india ni ganas sgt.. sukati jek nak tolak or langkah kepala kite.. sabar jek la kan..dan aku rasa ni la b’day present yg paling bermakna parent aku bagi kat aku..

balik jek dari mekah..aku dapat surat utk gi interview for PTD.. it’s gonna be this coming 13th.. i hope i gonna success in this interview.. as i mentioned b4..it’s not 4 me.. but 4 my parent.. tak pe la.. mungkin ini adalah yg terbaik utk aku.. insyaAllah.. mana la tau.. kot2 kalo aku lulus.. aku pon dah bleh adapt ngan govt kn..

aku pon lulus interview utk sambung master.. tp nampak gayanya.. kena lepaskan.. yek la.. mana la tau..kot2 aku lulus interview PTD.. membazir lak kalo aku dah bayar fees master tu kan… bukannyer sket… i hv to pay b4 24/6/06.. results nak tau pasal PTD ni after 17/7/06.. that’s y aku kena lepaskan.. InsyaAllah..kalo tak de rezeki aku kat PTD..aku bleh gi balik interview master tuh next year..

n skarang ni..i really miss my gud gurlfrens.. can’t wait to meet u gurls.. n to u yas.. CONGRATS on ur engagement.. m so epy to hear that my soulmate is getting engaged soon..

k la.. tak tau nak citer pe plak.. chow….