ME, MySeLF n I…

below is wut my heart wanna tell to all my friends especially to all my gud girlfriends..

F.R.I.E.N.D..

Friends..I always try my very best to be there whenever u need me..

But I’m so sorry friend if sometimes I can’t be there because of some reasons..

The most matter is u will always in my heart n my mind..

Friends..your happiness is my happiness…

Whenever u feel sad..I also feel da pain n can’t stop my tears from rolling out of my eyes..

Just call me up n I will be there to be your listener n I will lend my shoulder for u to cry on..

Friends..the moment we spend together can’t replace wiv anything..

We have gone through so much ups n downs together..

We’ve been laughing n crying together..

We did so many crazy things together..

Today..I can only let my mind to play back all da sweet memories..

As times goes by..

As we getting older year by year..

We have responsibilities to our family n the most to ourselves..

I really miss those gud old times..

Somehow I wish..I could turn da times back..

But can I..??!!

Friends..I always pray to God to protect u..

To listen to whateva u wish for..

N da most important is..

To give u a gud life wiv your beloved people..

N hopefully our friendship will last till da end of my life..

Friends..I still remember when u brought me to clinic when I sick..

U prepared bubur for me to eat when I had fever..

When U nagging at me when I dun wanna eat..

When I feel stressed because of da pail of killing assignments..

When U were there whenever I need u..

When U sms me n call me just to say hi n ask how am I today..

When U celebrate my birthday wiv full of surprises..

When we had arguments over certain issues but then we managed to mend our fights..

And due to that our friendship is actually getting stronger..

Because we learn to accept each other stronger n weakness..

Then, u always company me when I feel bored n lonely..

Really touched wiv your care,concerns n love..

I have no one else here except u my friends..

U r my true friends..

Nobody can replace u..

And I’m so sorry for hurting u again n again..

I love u so much gals..

N my love goes to each one of my friend..

Muacks to u..

day by day.. my stressed while in da office is increasing..not because of da workloads..but because i dun hv so much work..funny..?? well, that’s me.. whenever i feel so unproductive..i’ll get stressed. maybe all this while i used to a hectic life makes me always on da go gurl.. just started my new job past 3 weeks n i feel bored already.. i hate daily routine.. oh gosh..sometimes i wish i can stop complaining bout my new job..but i can’t..n all my girlfriends are tired listening to da same story over n over again.. forgive me gals.. ;p

i’m so tired to put an act when in da office.. not because i want to.. but i have to.. knowing me..i can’t be myself when i’m in da office.. this is because my new ambience is so much different from da previous one n it’s full of protocol.. i hv to get used to it..i believe if show my true colors.. i’m gonna hv problems maaa.. da merenggssss aida can be shown outside only..

at first i get culture shocked wiv my new job.. before this i hardly wear baju kurung to work but now everyday i’m wearing it.. hahahaha!!! funny la.. n suddenly i hv 5 subordinates under me.. wut..??!! they called me cik..oh God..please for real..i dun like it.. i preferred if they call me by my name only.. alhamdulillah.. all of them are friendly n willing to teach me whenever i get blurred..da job scope is more or less like wut i did in my previous jobs..only da procedures is different.. still lots of things to learn here..

hoping tomorrow will be a better day for me!!