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puisi ni aku dedicate kan to all my friends in sidang A.. thank u guys..

xinnian kuaile to all my chinese friends.. fuhhh..me just finished my OBS program for 13 days in lumut, perak.. though i always claim i’m an outdoor person.. this modul was da toughest i’ve been gone through.. on da 1st day..we hv to submit our hp, money, reading materials, any junk foods n cigarattes (to all my male friends.. kesian kat korang..) for da 1st 2 days..rasa cam serba tak kena gak.. coz we so used to hv our hp with us.. but after.. ok gak. no interruptions.. n due to that..we more focused to our program..

after a short briefing..we were divided into 5 groups or watch… n my watch’s name was mulu.. n our 1st activity was kayaking..n for da 1st in my entire life..i’ve been kayak for 6 hours under da sun.. tu pun..according to my instructor kire laju arr..coz normally orang buat 8 jam.. never thought i could do that.. to me..it was a challenge coz i can’t sit still for a long time n aku ni tak tahan sejuk.. this is bcoz i got a slip disc at my back.. so..end up i cried sbb nak tahan sakit punya pasal.. thanx to my partner, kadir sbb dia terpaksa kayuh lebih drpd aku kan.. n to all my friends yg lain sbb motivate aku..n alhamdulillah i did it! after that.. we had to jungle trekking. dah la kena carry beg yg teramatlah berat n we had to trek up to 4 peaks.. tp smpi sekarang aku regret sbb tak dapat abiskan bcoz of certain reasons.. dah smpai puncak cuma time nak turun tuh jek aku ada masalah sket kan.. huhuhuh!! tp nak wat camner kan.. nway..thanx to all my friends n instructors for helping me out that time. pastuh ada rock climbing.. rope course.. then.. we had whaling.. our destination was teluk rumbia n kat situ byk oink..oink.. (babi hutan..) heheh.. tp tak kacau orang la.. mlm2 tak bleh nak tido sgt bcoz of da oink…oink or we called it shirley.. n kebetulan lak.. aku tetiba jek homesick gilerrrr ari tuh. tak lalu makan.. tak bley tido.. last2 layan borak jek.. time whaling tuh.. mmg penat sbb paddle or its name is oars tu berat gilerrrr… dah la panas kan tgh2 laut tu.. mmg rasa dehydrate sesgt.. to those yg tak tahan ngan laut..mmg senang kena mabuk laut smpi muntah2 la.. n our last main activity was solo camping.. memula dengar cam takut2 gak.. tp biler dh pegi.. cam ok jek.. tak rasa pape pon. cuma aku tak dapat idupkan api.. aku tak pandai la.. they just gave us 10 stick of matches.. sume abis tp api tak idup2 gak.. dah la pagi 2 ujan..so daun byk basah.. n we can’t communicate wiv our friends.. during my solo camping.. i’ve been approached by this 1 guy.. dia tgh buat solo trekker.. borak2 jap la.. siap tanya ada lighter ke tak.. then..da next day.. i told my instructor that i met this guy la kan.. tp yg aku cam pelik.. my instructor told me.. nobody went inside da camp site.. aku terdiam jap la.. tp aku cakap not only me saw dat person.. ada few lagi la.. n my instuctor cakap mmg dah slalu happened cam tuh.. ‘benda tuh’ mmg dah slalu jenguk all da solo campers ni.. betol atau tak.. aku tak sure.. tp alhamdulillah tak jadi pape kat aku kan.. mlm 2 dah tak tau nak wat pe.. aku tido jek la.. heheh.. tak yah banyak pikir kan..

overall… i really enjoyed my days in OBS.. e’tho time mule2 sampai tu menghitung hari kan.. tp biler dah few days.. seronok plak rasanya.. n all instructors best la.. especially my instructor… mr.mior.. dia sporting n baik sgt.. n i miss that place already.. yek la.. whenever i got a free time.. me n tasha will definitely lepak tgk laut.. very peaceful.. tak kisah la..pagi ker.. petang ker.. malam ker.. kalo malam tgk bintang lak.. n our friendship bond become stronger than b4..not only wiv tasha.. tp almost semua la.. n skarang ni aku dah gelap sangat.. huhuhuuhu!!! nak sedap kan ati.. cam latino la.. hahah!!

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