rumah terbakar panggil bomba..
‘kalo pergi kuala kubu..tulis nama atas batu…’ still remembered this song..??? hehehe.. i juz came back from modul bomba..2 weeks in kuala kubu bharu a.k.a kkb.. was da tiring n suffering moment i ever gone through during dis dpa.. dunno y..maybe i was very worried to undergo da training even before we got there… so many reasons to list out but enuf said..i’m castrophobic. biasa la kat bomba ni.. face mask is a must in most activity. 1st time tried..almost made me wanna cry.. blom pape lagi dah rasa rimas n lemas.. i did da ba gallery without wearing it. mmg dah cuba tahan tapi rasa lemas sesgt. but whenever i wore it in kat tempat lapang such as at padang kawad.. i’m occay! da phobia will only come if i got to wear it in a dark place.. so..time buat sewer a.k.a terowong kecik.. baru turun tangga jek aku dah menggigil. terus rasa nak naik atas balik tp kena marah ngan pegawai kat sana.. but i knew they wanted me to try 1st.. so.. aku kuatkan semangat n merangkak la dlm sewer tuh.. smpi check point pertama.. aku dah rasa tak selesa.. when i reached da 2nd check point.. aku dah mintak nak kluar.. tp diaorang bagi semangat lagi utk aku try lagi sket.. terowong yg 2nd tu dah la gelap n mmg tak nampak pape. aku merangkak mmg laju gilerrr… dah tak hirau ba yg berat kt blakang aku… tangan sakit ke apa ker.. tolak tepi dulu.. smpi check point ke-3.. aku makin menggigil n terus cabut face mask..helmet n sarung tangan.. then.. diaorang pon tgk aku kronik semacam terus suruh aku kluar.. biler dapat duduk kat tepi.. aku terus nangis.. nangis sbb rasa cam dah nak mati n da most is.. i cried sbb sedih sangat tak dapat abis kan aktivity tu.. biler tgk kawan2 lain buat sampai abis.. rasa cam down sesgt.. i tried to overcome my phobia tp cam tk bley lagi.. mati idup balik aku takkan masuk lagi sewer yg gelap tuh.. tobat la kan.. tp for da rest activity.. i really enjoyed tho pinggang aku cam nak tercabut rasa kan.. makan painkiller tak tau la brapa kali.. tahan jek la.. kiterorg ada camping dalam hutan dkt2 situ la.. dlm tuh..kena buat kawad hos 100 kaki bawak hose..mmg berat nak mampos!!! but i’s so glad.. tho my group consists of 9 ladies n 6 guys (da most ladies in a group..) we managed to be da best group wiv da best time in our batch 1/2007.. we did it in 7.07mins.. mcm tak percaya pon ada gak.. overall.. aku happy dapat habiskan sumer modul luar wpon keadaan fizikal yg ala2 suam2 kuku ni kan.. skarang ni tgh tunggu time utk di scan jek.. n on 2nd june we will be off to tganu for program anak angkat.. sedey sangat celebrate ngan strangers kali ni. no family n no friends.. huhu!!!!