ME, MySeLF n I…

tensi..tensi..bengong punyer pc ni..

erm..my bengkel is about to end soon. yea! tak sabar nk balik. boring la kat penang ni. sib baik ada bos cam en.wan. tho dia ni pangkat bos aku…tp bukan immediate la.. tp sporting gilerrr. we can talk bout anything. bukan takat office matters jek. in fact..we shared a lot gak la. n when it comes to office thinggy..we act profesional. dat’s y i admire him.

b4 i came here..i went 4 atase interview. my writing test was sucks. 1st Q kena analyse table. takat nk analyse ok lagi..but to provide reason 4 it..aku lost coz my desk never handle projects n i dun really know wut’s going on in moa. then…during group interview..i think it went well tho i got sore throat. mmg susah sket la nk kuar suara. tp cuba gak. aku ni bab2 nk menggoreng bile bercakap ok sket. hahaha!! dunno wut to expect n in fact now i dun think bout that anymore coz i’m not confident i’ll get it. i’m still new n my job scope now not really helpful. tp tak tau la kan.kalo ada..aku anggap rezeki Tuhan nk bgi..kalo tak dapat..it shows dat i need to learn more. so.. tak kisah la.

after finished my interview..settle few things in office..i hd to catch my flight to penang. smpi2 jek..gi pekena nasi kandar n when i reached hotel..check in..n terus gi bilik seminar. terpaksa lak mlm tuh bg briefing to da participants. suara aku dah makin teruk coz tired kot.. huhu!! mmg sexy gilerrr time tuh.. ;p ..

this evening…i pampered myself. went 4 foot n shoulder massage. pergh..layan. dah lama tak gi massage. ilang sket la stress tuh. hehe.. n kt penang ni..cam tak tau nk jalan2 kat mana. tonite we dine at res. berputar at da roof top of this hotel. skali tuh..aku pening daaa…erm.nampak sgt tak bley nk pi res.berputar kl tower. hehe!!!

esk..flight back to kl..can’t wait 4 it. n this coming 21..my bestfren from swak is coming. yea!! n on 26th..it’s my turn to go to swak.. hope this time bley btol2 lepak n chit chat wiv her. but b4 dat.. i’m about to move out soon. surely pasni aku susah nk online mlm2. huhu!!! tak bestnyer…mami!!! i want a laptop.. hehe!!! 

Here I am..

Sit on you pearly sand..

Let da wind singing..

And da waves playing da music..

I’m searching da one inside me..

To guide me to face out there..

Coz I’m scared…

Here I am..

Look up on da blue sky..

So high to reach..

Look front to da endless sea..

So deep to touch..

It’s how my life would be…

But when I close my eyes..

Let my soul free..

And let my heart feel..

I’m in peace..

Next, I open my eyes back..

In front of me is actually a paradise..

Only then I realize..

How beautiful this life could be..

If we look at it as ONE..

And accept it with open heart..

Coz only Him knows da best for us…

happy new year to all of my frens n foe out there.. wow..it’s 2008 already.. time flies really fast. pejam celik..pejam celik..dah abes 2007..lots of things happened. n of course da most is all my memories in INTAN during DPA course. it is such a memorable experience n really precious to me. it thought me more about life n da most is friendship n leadership. n yup.. i hv to learn more bout it. huhu!!!

2007..a trial year for me in the service…from da day i became a govt officer..my patient hv been tested so many times… smtime..rasa cam nk gv up.. tp bile kenangkan parent..aku kuatkan semangat balik. yg penat dgr aku membebel ialah yas..huhu!! thanx dear 4 being such a great listener..

2007…byk benda yg tak best happened to me. in terms of friendship la..love la..n paling sedey is my health.. never expect i became such a burden to my friends when i was in da course. never expect dat i was no longer an active n energetic person that i used to be.. mmg sedih sesgt..when i first told by da doc to do MRI..aku dah rasa cam nk pengsan..was really down on dat day..then when da doc told me that i need an op to recover tho da percentage is not 100%..lagi la aku rasa cam tak sangka.. maybe to certain ppl..this thing is normal. maybe aku yg terlebih pikir or wut..i dunno. n skarang ni..dah op pon aku rasa cam sakit2 sket kadang2. tp mmg la aku dh tak larat nk jln byk2 sgt kan.. cpt penat n lenguh2 la..huhu!! tp..aku tetap trima ketentuan-Nya. about love..leave it to Him.. juz hoping da best 4 me. bukan kemewahan yg aku cari..hanya kesederhanaan n kebahagiaan yg aku perlukan. n i’m still waiting 4 my stunning miracle..(just like my bground)..hehehe!!!

2008…this year i celebrated at bukit KATIL..pergh..layan siot.. hehehe!! nway, my new resolution..erm..apa ek??? cam tak de jek. hahaha!! this year rasanya cam nk slumber redah la. anything that come along my way..i’ll face it. as long as..aku happy..my family happy..n my friends also happy..it’s enuf. tp yg pastinya aku harapkan semoga this year rezeki aku makin bertambah.. n paling penting diberkati-Nya. kaya2 pon..kalo tak berkat..tak guna gak kan.. n of course.. i hope i gonna find my ’stunning miracle’ soon. insyaAllah..

so..again..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008…