end of syawal…
ari ni dh 28ari kita sambut syawal.. dan juga baru lepas celebrate deepavali.. erm..festival makan2 sedunia aku last wiken.. mmg byk gilerrr open houses.. n makan pon sedap2 kan. pastuh balik umah penat coz dah tak larat sgt.. hehehe.. ari ni dtg keje pon cam blurrrrr jek. yek la.. dh lama rileksss kot. hahahaha!!!
syawal 2008.. erm..byk ceritanya. penuh dengan suka dan duka. everything happened taugt me something. cuma kekadang tuh aku rasa pelik ngan some people yg tak suka nk berterus-terang..y must they put me in da dark.. i hate it. cakap jek la yg btol kan..bukannye susah sgt.. aku tak bley terima kalo reason nk jaga hati.. that is b***s**t ok.. aku sgt2 appreciate org yg bley berterus-terang e’tho benda tu menyakitkan ati. sbb our life is not like a bed full of rosess all da time. surely hv ups n downs.. da bitterness sometimes makes our life more beautiful n more meaningful. pastu kalo dah terang2 aku dah tau benda tuh..still nk deny..pergh..lagi la aku angin kan. dun fool me laaa. bukannya aku budak kecik kan…
n skang ni..aku tgh confused..should i go 4 vacation wiv yas or not.. i love to go..but not indonesia.. coz i’ve been hoping to go to a very tranquil place. tp at da same time..aku ni seperti biasa la.. asek serabut jek.. i really need a break this time.. ermm…camne ek.. pleaseeee help me!!!!
skang ni..aku tak brani nk berharap apa2 pon.. juz go wiv da flow.. aku takut jatuh lagi skali. i once led a happy life where i didnt put any hope.. i expect nothing in my life.. n i think i wanna have it again.. time tu rasa otak btol2 relax.. tak de nk berat2 pikir benda2 yang tak patut..
i’m so thankful to Allah for giving me a epy family..lots of frens who cares n loves me.. a gud career n financially stable.. i cant ask 4 more as me not perfect… LOVE..??? let Him decide n choose 4 me. it hurts me before.. n yes..honestly.. i dun think there’s a real love out there.. people always good to other people wiv reasons..
October 29th, 2008 at 11:28 pm
hooho..keciwa nampak?